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SLAH BERFDAY IM SHIXTEEN

Aurora: Story of your first kiss
 
wiht jessie outside of carver by the buslanes i told her i had a aurprise for her but that it wasnt wrapped and then yeah
 
Rapunzel: 5 things from your bucket list
china, have a daughter, live in a castle, be with my soulmate forever, learn how to speak 10 languages fluently
 
Dory: Something someone has told you that you can't forget (two good things and one bad)
"you are beautiful, of course you are beautiful...etc"
"you are the walking image of christ"
 
meanest: "i dont give a crap or care about you or your feelings"
 
Pocahontas: Something new you taught someone. i taught maura how to build faerie houses
 
Mulan: Do you trust your gut feeling? most of the time im not sure if its my gut or my butt.
 
Jasmine: The story of when you had to really trust someone. Was it easy? it was extremely difficult and id rather not say
 
Belle: Is there someone you are close who no one else likes? What's the story? mmm nat doesnt like ots too much. its because whenver i tell her of our our cool adventures she thinks he justs gets weirder and weirder
 
Ariel: Where do you think you belong, and why?
i belong in nature by the sea and trees and flowers and family
 
Flounder: Something that surprised you and frightened you. I ATE A RAW OYSTER
 

Aladdin: A sacrifice you made for someone.
i walked miles with someone til my feet bled hahaha
 
Tiana: A time you tried the hardest for something.
WRITING RAINE OHMYSTARS
 
Boo: A childhood hero.
mah daddy
 
Cruella: Something you really want but you aren't allowed to have.
a chinchilla :(
 
Seven Dwarfs: 7 things you like in the people around you.
caring, loyal, trustworthy, funny, kind, intelligent, witty
 
Kronk: What you are best at in the kitchen?
mac n cheese like a boss
 
Simba: Something a parent has taught you.
ne nice and polite and dont stress itl work out
 
Cinderella: "A dream is a wish your heart makes" What's that for you? a dream is a desperate, all concuming wish that you really mean in the purest sense.
 
Nemo: Your bravest moment.
i...hmm. i don't know. i showed unicorn my scars the night after it happened
 
Terk: Are you a brother/sister figure to anyone?
yeah natalie and chan <3
 
Buzz: Your favourite fantasy world (aka Harry Potter, Star Wars), if any. AVATAR THE LAST AIRBENDER
 
Alice: Done drugs? NO DRUGS ARE BAD
 
Peter Pan: Something from your childhood that you still love. LAMBY AND BARBIES

Now in Vienna there's ten pretty women
There's a shoulder where Death comes to cry
There's a lobby with nine hundred windows
There's a tree where the doves go to die
There's a piece that was torn from the morning
And it hangs in the Gallery of Frost
Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Take this waltz, take this waltz
Take this waltz with the clamp on it's jaws
Oh I want you, I want you, I want you
On a chair with a dead magazine
In the cave at the tip of the lily
In some hallways where love's never been
On a bed where the moon has been sweating
In a cry filled with footsteps and sand
Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Take this waltz, take this waltz
Take it's broken waist in your hand
This waltz, this waltz, this waltz, this waltz
With it's very own breath of brandy and Death
Dragging it's tail in the sea
There's a concert hall in Vienna
Where your mouth had a thousand reviews
There's a bar where the boys have stopped talking
They've been sentenced to death by the blues
Ah, but who is it climbs to your picture
With a garland of freshly cut tears?
Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Take this waltz, take this waltz
Take this waltz it's been dying for years
There's an attic where children are playing
Where I've got to lie down with you soon
In a dream of Hungarian lanterns
In the mist of some sweet afternoon
And I'll see what you've chained to your sorrow
All your sheep and your lilies of snow
Ay, Ay, Ay, Ay
Take this waltz, take this waltz
With it's "I'll never forget you, you know!"
This waltz, this waltz, this waltz, this waltz ...
And I'll dance with you in Vienna
I'll be wearing a river's disguise
The hyacinth wild on my shoulder,
My mouth on the dew of your thighs
And I'll bury my soul in a scrapbook,
With the photographs there, and the moss
And I'll yield to the flood of your beauty
My cheap violin and my cross
And you'll carry me down on your dancing
To the pools that you lift on your wrist
Oh my love, Oh my love
Take this waltz, take this waltz
It's yours now. It's all that there is

i can't for a loong time, longer than we'll last probably and hopefully we will last til then but i can't move the date down im waiting waiting waiting it won't be forever unless you are scared of forever and leave right now

1. Do you usually sleep with your closet door open or closed? my closet is in the hallway. but closed so that taffy doesn't sneak in and get lost
 
Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? yeaah
 
Have you ever ‘done it’ in a hotel room? totally. ive puked on a hotel bed before
 
Where is your next vacation? im going to the shore again with my boyfriend sometime in the near future
 
Have you ever stolen a street sign before? my older brother has!
 
Who do you think reads these? cool people
 
Do you have a calendar in your room? Yup
 
Where are you? upstairs at the computer
 
What’s your plan for the day? sleep and stop crying over spuffy
 
Are you reading any books right now? the alanna series book two
 
Do you ever count your steps when you walk? Sometimes
 
Have you ever peed in the woods? yes
 
Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing? ALWAYS
 
Do you chew your pens and pencils? Sometimes if I’m nervous
 
What is your “Song of the Week”? MASTERPLAN BY OASIS
 
Is it okay for guys to wear pink? DUH
 
Do you still watch cartoons? atla C:
 
Whats your favorite love movie? The Notebook

What do you drink with dinner? tea
 
What do you dip Chicken Nuggets in? wendy's frosty shake or chickfila sauce
 
What is your favorite food/cuisine? chinesee
 
What movies could you watch over and over and still love? STUDIO GHIBLIS<3<3 AND HARRY POTTER
 
Last person you hugged/kissed? Hugged, would be nat and kissed would be phillip
 
Were you ever a boy/girl scout? I was for about 2 years
 
When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? few days ago
 
Can you change the oil on a car? No
 
Ever gotten a speeding ticket? No
 
Run out of gas? No
 
Favorite kind of sandwich? Turkey on toast with mayo
 
Best thing to eat for breakfast? waffle crisp
 
What is your usual bedtime? 11ish
 
Are you lazy? depends
 
When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? cats, witches, faeries, vampires
 
Do you have any magazine subscriptions? teen vogue
 
Which are better, legos or lincoln logs? legos ya kiddin me??
 
Are you stubborn? ehh
 

Ever watch soap operas? Does vampire diaries count?
 
Afraid of heights? i love them and the possibilities and the view and the perspective of the world finally seeming small to fit into my eyesight
 
Sing in the car? Course xD
 
Dance in the shower? naw id fall and die
 
Dance in the car? Yeahh
 
Ever used a gun? YES I HAVE. I CAN NOW SAY THIS I JUST SHOT A FEW LAST WEEKEND
 
Do you think musicals are cheesy? Some can be but i love them all the same
 
Is Christmas stressful? Yeah but its wonderful
 
Ever eat a pierogi? AHH YES IM A PROUD POLSKI
 
Major annoyance right now? my feels
 
Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? artist
 
Do you believe in ghosts? Yeah
 
Ever have a deja-vu feeling? too much...
 
Do you take a vitamin daily? gummi vites
 
Wear slippers? No
 
Wear a bath robe? no
 
Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart? target!
 
Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? sunflower seed
 
Ever hear of, “gorp”? yup its delicious
 
Ever taken karate? No
Ever kissed someone of the same sex? yes
 
Can you curl your tongue? Yeah
 
Ever won a spelling bee? a few ;)
 
Ever cried because you were so happy? Yes!
 
Own any record albums? YES C: BLACK KEYS FLEET FOXES FLORENCE DAVID BOWIE FLEETWOOD MAC
 
Own a record player? YES
 
Regularly burn incense? No
 
Ever been in love? mmhmm
 
Hot tea or cold tea: hot
 
Tea or coffee? Tea
 
Favorite kind of cookie? lacy oatmeals

Can you swim well? Yeah
 
Can you hold your breath w/o manually holding your nose? Mhm
 
Are you patient? depends
 
Can you knit or crochet? knit
 
Do you want to get married? Mhm
 
Who was your High School crush? ive had a few...
 
Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? No O.o
 
Do you want kids? Yes
 
Do you miss anyone right now? yeah...

Who do you want to see right now? mm right now i think it would be nice to have a long conversation with dyllan and we could drink calming tea and he's give me life advice again and id feel not crappy right now and it would be nice.

*sigh* just clearing my head.
im really not okay right now
and i hardly know why

its over. whoa. it was fun it was cool and very hip and im not dead which is good and i shot a gun and other crazy stuff i never imagined everever happenning and i played with water guns and hardly got any sleep and took a lot of pictures and met a 20 year old cat and got sick and ate a raw oyster and did a whole lot of snuggling and rode around on a motorvehicle with unicorn and he bought me a bunch of vintage dresses and a slim jim and it was overall nice and i got hurt a lot and his family is great and yeah. mmhmm. asdfghjk

"Poppy? You here?" Roxy whispered, crouching low under the height of the wall, hearing gunshots blare. The sky was flashing purple and green.
"Yeah. Where are you?" Poppy's small voice asked over the phone speaker.
"Not important right now. Don't go into the bloodbath in the center." said Roxy.
 
Poppy's nervous laugh crackled over the phone and Roxy cursed in her head. She raised her almond shaped bright violet eyes up to see over the wall and down below she made out Poppy running backwards, arc welder gun in hand, shooting lightning at some aliens.
 
"Already there, Rox." she giggled, and Roxy rubbed her temples.
"Whatever. Just don't get yourself killed." She paused, switching guns to the photon burst, then asked, "Do you know who else might be here?"
 
There were explosion sounds on the other end, and Roxy jumped up to see if she'd see her niece's dead body, but Poppy set down her gun and said, "Dunno. Aidan said he'd show up maybe."
 
Roxy leapt from the higher level of the roof to the lower one, shooting down a few bombs that would blow up alien scum later, "Grand. Well keep an eye out for Brian, he has to be in one of these dimensions."
 
"Roxy.." Poppy timidly asked over the other end. Roxy jumped onto the balcony of the nearest house, and ducked behind the red flag flashing in the front. "How many dimensions do we have left?"
 
"Four." Roxy said grimly, tying up ehr black and blue hair, "Don't worry. you're hubby will be in one, I promise."
 
"You sure?"
"Of course. Now- Aidan!" Roxy lowered the phone and rushed to meet her husband. They embraced, his clothes already smoking with bullet holes but his strong vampire skin was far from being injured. Aidan pointed to the phone and mouthed, "poppy?" Roxy nodded and held up a finger, "pops, i gotta go. Aidan and I are in the red house. We'll find Brain."

guuuodnight